Gah.

Twitchy. Too much energy. Want to get through workday. Want to get to tomorrow so I can finish Christmas shopping. Want to do something creative; running a game session would do but the only gamefoo I have to run is, well, VicMage.Asia and I can't run that 'cos that requires the original VicMage to be finished. Want to write something but I can't pull my thoughts together far enough to write anything specific. Want to discharge as many of my obligations (phone bill payment, credit card payment, etc.) as I can so that they're out of the way. Want to get rid of the nervous tic that comes back every time I think about paying the bills, as that's my biggest obligation now that my term paper is over. Want to see my mom be all happy when I give her Meet Me In St. Louis for Christmas & my dad be happy when I give him the knife he wanted; would really like to see my sister happy w/her present (set of mittens + cookbook from her wedding registry) but I generally don't get that kind of result when I buy her Christmas presents for whatever reason. Karate class tonight, looking forward to that, haven't been in more than a week (was sick last Thursday, had to finish paper Monday). Aaargh!