And my guardian angel laughs...

[camwyn]

for my guardian angel is the Angel of Zen, who has been whapping me over the head with the Stick since yesterday and the first incident with the car. Do not panic about a material thing, says the Angel, and turns off the Check Engine light on the way to karate. Do not let yourself become attached again to that thing, says the Angel, and turns the light on as I drive to work. And do not fear that you will be left without a way to work, because you have forgotten that it is Early Tax Season. Here, take your W-2, and when you go home this evening sit yourself down and do your taxes. You're due a refund. Take it to the service station when it arrives.

We will see how things unfold from here. I know better at this point than to say 'they'll be good' or 'they'll be bad'. Calm down, let them happen, and the waters will go still and clear instead of being made murky by struggle. Whether what happens is bad or good, it'll be easier to deal with from a calm point of view.