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All the stuff in the news about Hurricane or Tropical Storm or Whatever Cindy has left me wanting to yell 'Marsha Marsha Marsha!', even though it's the wrong Brady-name. There, I've said it.
More importantly, it's made me realize... this is the first hurricane season in six years when I haven't been hovering in front of a television or news feed of some kind, cursing when I didn't hear a weather report. I'm not responsible for marking anything on a map, or opening a new fund to hold hurricane-related money, or anything like that. I have no chance of winding up in a smelly hotel in Louisiana for three weeks at a stretch, or being asked to drive a huge clumsy truck over a thousand miles, or...
It's so weird to see hurricane season from a civilian's point of view.
More importantly, it's made me realize... this is the first hurricane season in six years when I haven't been hovering in front of a television or news feed of some kind, cursing when I didn't hear a weather report. I'm not responsible for marking anything on a map, or opening a new fund to hold hurricane-related money, or anything like that. I have no chance of winding up in a smelly hotel in Louisiana for three weeks at a stretch, or being asked to drive a huge clumsy truck over a thousand miles, or...
It's so weird to see hurricane season from a civilian's point of view.
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-M
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I mean, I know I can still volunteer, but I've got a paid job at another organization now. Unless I were to spend all my vacation on it, I wouldn't be able to volunteer except after work or on weekends, and a disaster services hitch is three weeks on a job like this. It's just not the same.
I feel like a horse without a bridle.
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"Ah, crap, not again!"
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And then I stopped myself, because it isn't right to be enthusiastic any more when you can't be part of the relief force.
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I'll probably wind up working at one again someday nonetheless. In the meantime, though, I need to actually pay off my debts and save my money.
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